Lacking awesome

Right now my brain is suffering from what I can only call "lack of awesomeness". I need more awesome in my brain, but the finishing of my PhD and the lack of recovery since, has meant I've been suffering from some extreme version of ennui I'd like to refer to as Meh-nnui.

I feel like my Brazilian Jiu Jitsu has suffered, my ability to enjoy the meaningless and ridiculous has fallen by the wayside somewhat and to some extent my portion/segment/half of relationships with other people are a little uneven in their awesomeness. I hope that now the evil of this semester is over that I can learn to function at higher level of general enjoyment of life.

I had a good/interesting/fun BJJ session last night and the last few social gatherings I've been to have been much more awesome than previously... Onwards!